The Spooks Show

Finally, the Spooks show is over. And I'm left with a lot of questions. What have I done? Have I done enough? Why didn't I pray more? And stuffs like that.

Yesterday night went for the 1st Spooks show with Daw wei, Peixuan(DW's gf) and Weizhi. Well... Was quite disappointed that they left halfway through the preaching. Tonight went for the last show with Huixian, Jinsong and Peilan. Great that they stayed throughout the show. Anyway, really enjoyed my time with these wonderful people.

None of them went down during the altar call. But I felt nothing. Perhaps I'm immue to such stuffs? Or perhaps my heart is getting cold for the lost souls around me? But I do really hope they would raise their hands and accept Jesus into their lives.

Perhaps now, then most important thing for me is... Shall I go back to NTU band? I really enjoy the companionship in NTU... especially with Jinsong and GuanCun. But somehow felt that band activities are not that spiritually healthy for me in one way or another. Really caught in between. But then, the crucial point is still, whether God wants me back in NTU band? Think that before GOd speaks clearly to me, I wouls still go back...

School reopens today

It's so exciting that school is starting today. And to think that I'm starting school with a free day, lazing around and doing things that need to be done. Think that this will be a great and relaxing semester for me!

Going to take MA2222, MA3111, MA3233, CZ3105, IT1002 and LSM1302. But most likely to drop LSM1302. Then can relax a bit with IT1002 and put my focus on the rest of the stuffs. Hope that I'll have good tutorial slots for this semester.

This would be a busy week for me... yet to fixed a tuition date with David. Dedication service for Spooks show on Wednesday. Spooks show on Friday night and Saturday night. Sunday morning service...

First of all, just want to thanks Marcus for faithfully reading my past 2 posts and leaving down encouraging comments. Really made me felt so special and appreciated.

Met up with Jamie's business associate, Andrew, yesterday afternoon at Clementi Mac. Me really skeptical of such stuffs cause the way these people talk about money can be quite scary at times. It is as if they live, eat, breathe on money only (sounds like they've entered the M-12 vision right? HA!HA!) BUt Andrew is ok lar... didn't feel the Money vision consuming him at the moment. And I'm glad that Andrew has this idea of helping the poor and needy when he make it BIG next time.

The past 2 weeks preparing for "Music from the Hearts" was really fun... cause music is so much part of me. But at the same time, really had a bad time in my spiritual walk. Skipped 2 weeks of service (still don't know how to account to Jerome) and cell groups. Missed Ting ting's baptism and stuffs like that.

Really felt far from God and the church for now. Wondering if I'll start disappearing from FCBC like 4 years back. For now, the answer would be a "No".Even if it's not for God, it'll be for the people I love. But I know if I don't start picking things up, I might really put up a looong disappearing act. And it'll be really disastrous when it happens.

(But for you guys and gals reading this... don't worry too much about me. You'll make me feel weird if you people starting flooding me with your love and concern. Currently still quite ok. Just keep me in prayers hor. Believe things will be much better when school reopens next tuesday.)

Lastly... may the God of Abraham, Issac and Jacob bless all of you reading this post. Amen!

Music from the Hearts 2004

Finally, Music from the Hearts '04 has ended.

Can still remember that it was quite scary everytime we were informed about the bad ticket sales. I wouldn't say I had tried my best, but I knew I had put in effort... and managed to sold 6 tickets with the grace of God. But it was great that the band sticked through the whole thing together and the turn-out rate yesterday was still quite ok.

Personally, MFTH'04 was a better concert than Sojourn'04.

First, I guess that the pieces were easier and more receptive to the audience.

Next, I guessed that I've committed more of the concert to God this time round. Didn't felt as panicky as the precious concert. Could felt His peace with me on the stage whenever I focused on Him. Knew that Trumpet Concerto was one of the best piece for myself (least mis-pitches around). But when I got to the last encore piece (Copacabana)... hee... had quite a lot of errors.

Anyway... glad that it's over, and that though this time, my relationship with cetain people has improved.

Even went for my first movie "marathon" with Jinsong, Guan Cun, Tim, Kaisin, Peilan and Huixian. It was quite a memorable night for me.

But then came the standard question again... So what's next?

Ha... for now... the more important thing is to get the few of them down for The Spooks Show, and pray hard for the salvation of my friends. As for whether I'll continue to stay in NTU band...
That's another posting when God speaks to me lor.